♥ , Promise In Dark

2011-03-10T19:31:00.001-08:00

Chalet

Good things comes to an end , thats true. How fast time past, we're anticipating for the day of the chalet , and now its over! But it was a meaningful and fun one :> Pictures are all at our FB's album . Shall end this post with our picture! ♥

2010-12-24T22:14:00.000-08:00

Merry X'mas

Merry X'mas everybodeh! Spend my day with lovely ladies at town. Dinner at Sakae then shop around . Finally get to see Chunny, working on Xmas somemore . what a waste . Still , happy to see her!
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Heres a nice song to share..!

2010-12-16T05:56:00.000-08:00

Mask

Will be working at causeway's metro for my company for 2days, which is today and tomorrow . Madeline {♥} came look for me for lunch/dinner . Super miss her! she's super good to actually insisted on waiting for me to end work , thats why i love her!

Seriously , whats there to hide about . I come to realise that i dont really know you .

2010-12-12T04:43:00.000-08:00

U-S

Travel back down the road , will you come back?
No one knows

2010-12-10T02:56:00.000-08:00

Yakuza moon

Went out with sister today, shopping and lunched together.
Its been like way too long since we've went out together . Then me and that 'MINA' went to the library to borrow books . Library .
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Anyway , this book is really nice, as you can see from the picture .
Its a memoir of a gangster's daughter . Its nice, guaranteed. Past few days since my fair ended , had been rotting at home watching supernatural! LOL, kinda like 'Zai nu'

2010-12-08T18:18:00.000-08:00

Broken Arrow

And now you're trying to fix me,Mend what he did.
I'll find the piece that i'm missing,But I still miss him.
And now you're trying to fix me,Mend what he did, sitting in the front row,Wana be first in line,Sitting by my window,Giving me all your time,

2010-11-14T05:10:00.001-08:00

Don't Speak

I know what you're thinking , i dont need your reasons .
Dont tell me cause it hurts

2010-11-12T01:37:00.001-08:00

The Battle

Today marks the end of Olevel , like FINALYY!
Kept thinking why the days to O level's so slow, and now , it ended .
But i think i'm prolly sick in the head to feel guilty bout not studying as days past. LOL like wth.
And its been ages since i last updated my blog
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Current exciting event for me would be Prom , on 18th november !
Bought my dress already , 140bucks flew away. But worth it ! :D
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告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定

放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进

不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你

我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语

2010-09-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary

He makes you laugh and he makes you cry , Nothing like a guy who makes you laugh and forget your troubles , Or a guy that makes you laugh who is sometimes also the cause of your trouble .
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He's there for you when nobody else was , but he's not there when everyone else is ; Just when you thought nobody else gave two hoots about you , He surprise you by caring more than the people around you . But when you already have everyone's attention , somehow he's just not there like everyone else .
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He makes you feel special and then you'll feel like you're not good enough ; When you feel like the most amazing girl in the world , Just because he said so and when his opinions are so significant , It turns self-confidence into self-doubt . Because you'll wonder if you're good enough for him .
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He spends lots of his time with you , then disappear ; Because nothing like absence makes the heart fonder or wonder what it really means to you .
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He talks about something completely serious , in a joking manner , or vice versa , you never know when he's for real or not . And you play mind games with yourself , wondering what he's really trying to say ; descrypting hidden messages .

This shall be my last post till Olevel , Goodluck people .
I'm flying over to some planet to hibernate . LOL . With loves!

2010-09-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

Jackpot Package

How LUCKY can i get, all those viruses came to me . Studying everyday without fail . No choice left :(

We've actually made a pact? to meet each other after my Olevel , So he'll be able to concentrate on he's tournament plus training and i can concentrate on Os.
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At least we still talked on phone , LOL. Im off to study again , CIAOS!

2010-09-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

Oh No!

Holidays gona be OVER! Not gona , but starts tomorrow . What've i done during the holidays? Study everyday , bullshit. LOL

I'll die if i were to study everyday , but i studied most of the days .
BUT, I'm like eating way too much since the start of the holiday .
Thats the disadvantage of holiday, Food! :( Btw . . .
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Just cut my hair into bangs again , i look so dumb-.-
I wish i have a brown paper bag to cover my head nao!
Bye people , The Book-War is starting! Loves :D

2010-09-05T07:40:00.001-07:00

Hey Baby

From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I'm officially missing you

2010-09-03T06:59:00.001-07:00

Realize

Thats our class's informal photo! How cool is that.
Its September holiday already! Which meant that Olevel is coming fast and that i needa concentrate on my studies. Seriously its time to pick up those killer books and start mugging.

2010-08-31T07:15:00.000-07:00

Fairytale

That picture above is Kiffy & Oscar hugging each other.
After teachers day celebration,went home changed and meet my girls .
Celebrating rowena's birthday in advance today.
Steamboat at her house .

2010-08-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

Slow it down , Make it stop .
Or else my heart is going to pop

2010-08-20T04:46:00.000-07:00

The Old times

Firstly , Happy Birthday to my dearest kiffy boy ! He's 1year old already ,
Time past very fast , gotta admit that . In less than 2 months i'm having my O-levels.
And in 40 days counting from now , I'm gona graduate from RS .
Thinking bout those days in RS , The good and the bad times .
Obviously i'm out of the bad times and currently in the good ones! Its all thanks to all my girlfriends that were there for me through ups and downs :D

There was this period of time where i was totally so shut down that my mum even suspected i've got depression . L-O-L
Only my girlfriends would know what im talking about :)
But things really have gotten alot better since the start of this year .
I'm a happy girl! Theres always smile on my face till they cant tolerate . Haha.
And ever since i've met him , i couldn't stop smiling already :D
Although we've broken up but he still brings me out . I'll like meet him minimum once a week ? Its not because we argued that caused the broke up . But some personal stuffs . We've never argued before , thats a good thing! LOL.
And currently we're like best friends ? I'm so glad that he's always here for me whenever im down . And when i've gotten back MT O-level result , first thing i did was text him !

Why am i posting all this things? I also dont know . LOL!
Enough of my grandma stories .

2010-08-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

Its just a beautiful unfolding

2010-08-13T07:35:00.000-07:00

Prawning Day

After school , went home to change and went to meet him .
We decided to go prawning! Newest experience .
I'm damn lousy! Our target was 5 prawns .
We did it of course , most of them , he caught it . LOL
But cant too xiasuay to not catch any of them right! yes , i caught around 3-4?
Damn happy la! heeeee .
Went for dinner , then home {♥}

你始终没留意,我特别在乎你.
全世界只有你不懂,我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已,
我应该如何让你知道,我爱你
连星星都知道我心中秘密

2010-08-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day!

On monday , went out with Meiling , Sophia and Rowena!
Of course to see fireworks :D
Unlike last year , this time we saw the beautiful fireworks . Sadly , forgotten to ask meiling to send the pictures to me . Was very tired from all the walking and squeezing . Hungry Ghost festival have started!
I'm overly traumatised by it . After meiling told me that the gate of hell opens at 11pm , we immediately rushed home !
Thanks to sophia , her dad sent me home . And she's so efficient to the extend that she and her dad actually send me to the lift :D
When i reached home , i went like 'PHEW' , the time was 10.58pm :D

2010-08-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

My Ladies

Date with my ladies , Faclin & Meiling .
Its been ages since we 3 went out together ,
though we see each other every school hours .
went to IMM first then Jurong point .
Laugh . Ate . Gossips . Thats what we do best! Hahaa .
Love them hell loads . Next date with them and Sophia,Rowena,Madeline will be on monday!

2010-08-04T04:56:00.001-07:00

I could really use a wish right now

Here it is , Madeline's August .
He's prolly one month old , Tasmania devil , i called .
He left many bite marks on my hand , teeth itch i guess .
Finally , Prelims is over ,
which meant that O-level is coming .
Whether to be happy or not , that's a good question . Haha
Meet Leroy&Co for basketball at Cresent Park .
Kinda not in the right mood for basketball , i guess .
Home early today , here i am blogging with kiffy in my arms :D

2010-08-02T06:03:00.001-07:00

Shake it up

Went madeline's house after exam ,
I'm on a mission to train her new pup :D
Its irritatingly cute! But not cute when it start biting .
He's name is august , cause they found him yesterday ,
loitering at the carpark .
Brought kiffy along with me today ,
But august bullied kiffy , poor boy.

Brought him to a petshop ,
sophia came along <3!
Home at 7plus , and here i am .

2010-07-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

Feelings show

Someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love .
I did , i did .
Telling them i was happy , when i was dying inside

2010-07-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

Stay Strong

Yesterday after lesson , went to play basketball with
Madeline,Rowena,Leroy and jiasheng .
This is the first time i've encountered something real cool!
when we're at the court,Half of the court was raining and the other was not!
suddenly we heard noises like a heavy rain is coming ,
And its chasing us, LOL.
so we ranranran .
Then decided to head to Leroy's house .
Omg, i'm so in love with nikky!
Leroy say she keep sticking to me ,
btw , Nikky is Leroy's husky :D
When i got home , kiffy was jealous as he smelled
Nikky's smell , and he barked at me :X

Today went play basketball again ,
this time without R .
in summary : Its damndamn fun and lots of laughters.
Its racial harmony day tomorrow ,
excited!

2010-07-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

Whats love?

Can somebody just tell me whats love ? And persuade me that it really existed.
Cause right now , i dare to admit . I don't believe in it anymore.
Why is it that guys can't see what girls are doing for them .
Girls tried but guys couldn't see and said that they're not trying .
The things that differentiate man and women is that
man do things openly when they want their loved ones back.
what about women ? obviously its a secretly-doing thing .
When a guy ask a girl to move on , thats a really stupid thing .
its like , hey how'd you guys expect us to like POOF and move on.

Guys? an ever-changing-season-living-thing.
Its more to the fact that woman are much more into love ,
and gives in everything even if they knew it wont last .
What about guys ? 'goodbye to you , and hello to her'
I'm not trying to say that this is what happened now but more to a summary of guys.
When a woman is in love, trust is the first thing they gave .
Why dont you guys go find a girl thats strong on the inside out ,
prove it to us that there is such a girl out there.
Some people says that how long you're in love with this guy , it will take you
double of this time to forget him .
But what if its not gona change ? i'm saying, what if the feelings for that particular guy doesnt change? what're we gona do?
take a gun and just shoot ourself ?
Dont say you love someone when you dont mean it .
Dont bloody hell tell us that 'Oh,i've already moved on and you should too'
all we're gona give you is the one in the middle of our fingers .
And how bout making it double .

Its ridiculous that for some reason i cant get over us .
I know im stronger than this , enough is enough .
I dont want to be crying about all this ,
Its true im sick of love songs , so tired with tears .
I'm so done with wishing , you're still here .
Got to fix the calendar i had that marked march 8
cause since theres no more you , theres no more anniversary.
I'm so filled with thoughts of you and your memories ,
and how every song reminds me of what used to be .
Love love love , its something that i dont believe in now ,
perhaps forever .

2010-07-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

明知我爱你

明知道我爱你 ,却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 ,宁愿沉默不语
我假装不在意反而痛了自己

2010-07-02T03:22:00.000-07:00

The Cycle

Last day of the week, and how did i spend it ? of course its studying :D
Life's getting kinda boring when you actually repeats the the cycle of your routine like everyday ? *pukes* -.-
whats my plan for tomorrow? ans : STUDY .

P/S : If you think that by undermining others can make your life better,than please carry on with it :D

Can you hear me

2010-06-28T05:48:00.001-07:00

Can You Hear Me

If I go, should I go to you.
Place my heart close to you.
Will you turn away from me.
Please don't break my heart I pray.
If you go, will you walk away
Will you walk away from me
But how can I just let you go.
My heart just beats in fear.

Am I a fool for you when I long for you, when I watch you from afar
But maybe that's because I'm so afraid that you'll go and leave me brokenhearted all alone
Am I a fool for you when I can't say that I love you, I love you so much
But maybe that's because I'm so afraid of all the pain that'll come.
But I love you,
I love you.

If you come, will you come to me.
Come and take me in your arms
But how should I respond to you
My heart just beats in fear

Am I a fool for you when I long for you, when I watch you from afar
But maybe that's because I'm so afraid that you'll go and leave me brokenhearted all alone
Am I a fool for you when I can't say that I love you, I love you so much
But maybe that's because I'm so afraid of all the pain that'll come.
But I love you,
I love you.

Am I a fool for you when I can't say that I love you, I love you so much
But maybe that's because I'm so afraid of all the pain that'll come.
But I love you,
I love you.

2010-06-23T05:20:00.001-07:00

I can't help

Love is crazy , Pretty baby .

If you realise

2010-06-21T03:05:00.000-07:00

I Never Told You

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
and after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you Your lips , my weakness

2010-06-17T04:05:00.000-07:00

Self-Doubt

Could it be that last experience holding back the commitment i once had?
which results to the lost of commitment i had to this current one?
Yes,i love him {like d-u-h]
I really wanted to show that i care about this relationship,
but i just dont know how . And thats something i must change in order for this relationship to keep on going .
Commitment , I'm gona get you , i swear

2010-06-16T00:26:00.001-07:00

My love

Out with my dearest boyfriend yesterday :D
had dinner at a japanese restaurant.
He was complaining that he's ramen soup taste like soya sauce,
and i complained that im drinking oil . LOL
its super expensive,and the food not that nice :/
Walked around then went home.
super miss him already

2010-06-14T23:58:00.001-07:00

L-O-V-E

Out with my lovely ladies.
was veryvery fun hanging out after so much studies.
shop around town area,our mouths moving none stop,
be it gossiping as usual and eating lots of yummy foods.
and of course, took lots of pictures ,
and all is taken in the toilet. LOL.
lazy to upload the photos,
but sophia posted it on facebook :D
oh ya, suddenly remembered something. theres this angmoh guy in ion,asking us to let him curl our hair, basically , S & ML were able to go ,
but he was telling me 'you shall stay with me' -.-
LOL, of course i reject reject and reject and walked off .

2010-06-11T19:30:00.000-07:00

Sun kissed skin

Meet up with boyfriend today
super happy till i kept irritate him with 'why this why that'
meeting cousins for L4D2 tomorrow :D

2010-06-10T04:06:00.000-07:00

Ain't no sunshine

Last day of school,like finally.
Lunched with my dearest les,
walked around cwp then head over to my house.
she's very interested in kiffy :D
she left at 6plus.
Sisters? lets go out (:

2010-06-09T01:50:00.000-07:00

Never gonna be alone

Went school usual.
then went causeway point with mum,
bought lots of clothes from cotton on and i spent
around 90bucks :(
I've bought chewy bones and treats for kiffy!
he's a happy little pup,chewing his bones now.
i wanna watch karate kid..!

2010-06-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

Happy third month,boyfriend!

Haven been updating for so long.
Attending extra lessons everyday, bored.
oh ya, Im 17! yahooo. LOL
Thursday gona be the last lesson :D
happy~!
Iloveyou,baby!

2010-04-13T06:00:00.001-07:00

Kiss

I passed my 2.4km run for the first time!
obviously cause of baby's motivation. LOL.
He's school is starting tomorrow .
We'll be studying super hard for our own studies!
And yeah , our pact :D
Tomorrow's our class's last photo taking together.
off to study! :D

Super duper love youuus!

2010-04-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

Terrified

You said it again, my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life

If you let me try

2010-03-25T06:14:00.001-07:00

Forever In My Life

Its 2a.m.
and im cursing your name
you're so in love that
you act insane
And thats the way
I Love You

I'll give you all my love

2010-03-24T05:32:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Dearest Ling

A good sister.A good les. A good friend. A good listener.
Yes,no doubt.
Thats you Chun Meiling :D
we've been through ups and downs together.

Reminiscing the past,
We hated each other during sec 1 and 2.
Staring at each other with killer stares.
Became the best sisters during sec 3,
dont quite remember how it happen though.
But we understood each other the most,
Of cause in between theres our dearest Faclin.
We're like the best sisters :D
Remember our secret bloq? where we use to gossip,
curse & swear at people we hated and of cause share our love. LOL
The best part was that we're comfortable showing our most unglam stuffs.
Laughing at each other's stupidity.

Its fast though.
Last year together in the same class,same school.
And im sure we'll stay in contact.
I'll sure miss the days where i'll always randomly
turn back and look at you.
thats what i did everyday.
and you'll say "看什么看"
and i'll start laughing.
Enemies>besties>Les
thats the best thing ever.
Being there for each other,Always.

If you're looking at this,please dont cry. LOL
i know you'll start fan-ing your face-.-
stupidest act. LOL.
Last and most important thing,
you know i love you :D

2010-03-23T03:29:00.000-07:00

It takes two to whisper quietly

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me

The spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

2010-03-18T19:30:00.000-07:00

Because You Loved Me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful, baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me, ooh, baby

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because
I was loved by you

You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

2010-03-17T05:08:00.001-07:00

I'm Sorry

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

I know you care
& i love you

2010-03-14T19:26:00.001-07:00

Sing Sing Sing

Going Jurong Safra to sing with girlfriends in awhile!
Shall update with lots of pictures when im back!
i promise :D

2010-03-13T06:52:00.000-08:00

Sports carnival

Updates on sports carnival.
Netball got champion!
trashed all our opponents,goodjob! :D

2010-03-12T18:27:00.000-08:00

Last love

Guys wishes to be her first love
And girls wishes to be his last love.

And thats you.

2010-03-11T05:19:00.000-08:00

Love Story

我的爱是说停不能停
已经浓得不能说是曾经

2010-03-10T04:11:00.000-08:00

Love Die You

Was late today,slept at 1am!
But I'm happy , teehee!
BUT Was kinda out of my usual self today.
Thinking about many 'Why[s]'

Shall take one step,see one step :D
still,my promise wont be taken back.

Its all about you ♥

2010-03-09T03:30:00.001-08:00

Happy Birthday sophia !

Updates on yesterday.
Went sophia's house for steamboat!
celebrated her advanced birthday{which today is her actual one}
Although her words are 'gentle',
but thousand of darts are hidden within to aim people's heart,
still,no doubt, sandra loves her!
Watched shutter,mad & angelin,screaming throughout.
Home early :D

Misses

2010-03-05T19:50:00.000-08:00

OneTwoThreeFour

Theres only one thing, two do, three words four you.
theres only one way, two say those, three words
and that's what i'll do.

2010-03-05T08:05:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday,dearest Faclin!

Celebrated Faclin's birthday at causeway point today.
Dinnered at pizzahut,had lots of fun.
Faclin! finally 17 already ah.
you wait ah,few more months and i'll be 17 too!
anyway,me love die you :D

I'm glad i did what i wanted to

2010-03-04T05:55:00.000-08:00

What if

If saying the truth , this ends .
i preferred not .

2010-03-03T15:38:00.001-08:00

The playback

把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某

The power lights went out

2010-03-02T01:33:00.000-08:00

Oh Baby!

Common test is ending soon {Relieve}
Glad that i've passed maths! {like once in a blueblue moon}
Upcoming birthday bitches,watch out!{Hinting F&S}
I'm in the mood for birthday bashes :D

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人

2010-02-20T21:50:00.000-08:00

Dont Feed me lines

Wont be updating anytime soon,its ct1 ! goodluck everyone :D

Don't Patronize , it wont work

2010-02-19T06:37:00.000-08:00

You're blurring the lines

Super exhausted today,
after chinese focus,went fushan bballed with gerald&Co.
played till 7plus,we went chong pang eat nasi lemak, lawl!
damndamn tiring,but funn! :D next session shall be after Ct1!

Blow the candles out

2010-02-15T17:53:00.001-08:00

Moola rolling in

Been out every single day to bai nian.
super duper happy , lawl! yesterday night went over to doug's house.
we were playing half life 2,screaming here and there -.-
he's already like 20?! LOL!
Then he started teaching me dota,how to win my sister-.-
but i'm too stupid,until he keep aiyo me =/
he lend me dota to dl in my com :D

yippie!

2010-02-12T18:57:00.000-08:00

Twisted symphony

Went out with mummy yesterday night,
last min shopping :D went m)phosis ,
bought my shoes and clutch bag :D

It's 3a.m and
i'm cursing your name

2010-02-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

Need you now

Finally,its cny celebration in school tomorrow.
which meant no lesson! {L}
Thanks A for the V'day present,love you much.
Getting my lens at bedok tomorrow :D

I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

2010-02-10T06:04:00.000-08:00

Burning Out

In a happy mood,just ordered my lens,
most prolly getting it on friday!

You're like an unpredictable season

2010-02-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

Naive

Studied with Amalina&Mad on saturday,
Sunday with J.
Sakae-ed with my girls today,Loves!
Currently Studying very hard! :D

2010-02-03T05:59:00.000-08:00

You're so fake

And I am done with your twisted symphony
The words that had me sound like stolen poetry
I tore the pages and I can finally breathe

My valentine

2010-01-31T03:47:00.000-08:00

When will my flu be gone :/
Meet mad at 211 coffee shop,accompany her eat.
then she came my house,went down saphire walk my pup.
Tomorrow's gona be boring,les wont be coming :(
wont be able to see her yellow face with specs,aww.
Needa work hard for upcoming ct1,
as well as about-to-come Olvl :D

oh yah,i find this so true:
Guys feels curious towards all girls
Girls feel curious towards the guys who are interested in her

righright?

Forbidden Confession

2010-01-30T03:02:00.000-08:00

Been sick for almost 2 days :/
Keep on sleeping and sleeping everyday,needa revise physics
for speed test on monday :D
afternoon received call from gerald,
he and eddy's feeling very bored,and asking me out.
but too tired & lazy to go out.
bringing kiffy for walk later on with sissy.

Going gym can make one shorter, JOKE!

Can't help looking by'

2010-01-28T03:40:00.001-08:00

Learning journey today,
was actually very excited.
but,thanks to my flu, couldnt enjoy much :/
still,its memorable,cause its our last learning journey,
together as a class :(
After school,went movie with Ml,mad and sophia.
we wacthed legion, quite nice! :D

Your kisses '

2010-01-26T02:36:00.000-08:00

After school,went macdonalds eat with les,mad&row! :D
home straight after that.
went out with sister to blk131,pet salon!
kiffy just cut his hair, is awesomely cute !
my handsome baby :D

We'll risk it all

2010-01-23T07:44:00.000-08:00

Out with J.
Shopshopshop.
finally i've bought myself a new bag! contented :D
omg,i ate ljs for dinner!
for the love of god,can someone please refrain me from eating that :/

through the shake of an earthquake
i will never fall
that's how strong my love is

Take a gun , count to three

2010-01-22T06:35:00.000-08:00

Random picture.
After chinese focus today, went Sakae with L&J!
ate and crap alot :D
thats what we always do.
Secret code : *Censored*
insiders know it,lawl.
Tomorrow going out with J!
shoppinggg! :D

Cause when i leave for the night,
i ain't coming back

Its a busy year'

2010-01-21T04:17:00.000-08:00

Just a random picture,
Busy with school and bball.
cutting down on playing already,studying first!
james/meiling please don't laugh.
Went out with sister last sunday,bought many clothes for her,
i know i'm good :D
Won't be posting much,or online .

Baby don't worry,
even if the sky is falling down

Your love is my drug '

2010-01-01T21:38:00.000-08:00

out at 8pm plus,
meet james and gerald for movies.
watched 12am show, Avatar! superb nice :D
show ended at 3am.
slacked,chat.
I'm gona quit breathing air! LOL!
right right right?! *TRUST ME!*
then home at 4am plus.

One love,One heart '

2009-12-29T04:43:00.000-08:00

Out with gemini beeyotch today!
managed to get his blyth like finally?
then trained to amk hub,ate nasi bryani!
homed,Tired dayyy!

Bad romance

2009-12-26T03:04:00.000-08:00

Updates on yesterday,
went out with ml,j,wj and xt!
celebrate xmas :D
tonned at j's house with ml, we slept at 6.20am.
talked through the night,then slept till 2pm ._.
breakfast then home.

Drenched in vanilla twilight

2009-12-24T18:42:00.000-08:00

Firstly,MERRY XMAS PEEPO!
update on yesterday,went out with dearest les and J.
very long never see her already,missmiss!
walked around town,shall let pictures do the talking :D

Loves you not

2009-12-22T21:18:00.001-08:00

going town area with gemini beeyotch,
shall update later,much loves!

Chinatowned for beeyotch's nendriod,
in the end,it was out of stock.
Then went fareast walked around.
Tomorrow going out with beeyotch again :D

Secrets'

2009-12-19T18:46:00.000-08:00

We all spend our lives alone inside our hearts of hearts.
However much we share with those we love,we always hold something back.
Sometimes it's a small thing,like a woman remembering a secret but long-gone love.
she tells her husband she's never loved anyone more than him,
and she speaks the literal truth.But she has loved someone as much as him.

In the late hours,the ones when everyone's alone,
those secrets come knocking.some knock hard and some knock soft.
No locked door will keep them out ; they have the key to us.
We speak to them or plead with them or scream at them and we wish we could
tell them to someone,that we could get them off our chest to just one
person and feel relief.

We toss in bed or we walk the halls or we get drunk.
Then the dawn comes and we shush them up and gather them back into
our hearts of hearts and do our best to carry on with living.
Success at that endeavor depends on the size of the secret and the
individual.
Not everyone is built for guilt.
Young or old,man or woman,everyone has secrets.
this i have learned,this i have experienced,this i know about myself.

The silence isn't so bad
Till i look at my hands and feel sad
cause the spaces between my fingers
are right where yours fit perfectly

Mama Do

2009-12-16T19:10:00.000-08:00

All my efforts will be judge tomorrow :/
but after my test,can finally relax :D
meeting gemini beeyotch as usual for studies,
super tired today.
com's dying again,wtf wtf wtf.

Holding this inside my head

2009-12-14T05:51:00.000-08:00

Updates on yesterday!
went PS with Gemnini beeyotch,for his precious blythe dolls.
i made him speechless,heartland of the land. LOL
next stop was to yishun northpoint,
he bought his bag at ink.
and im sure at that point he really wants to whack me,
he said im drunk,LOL.

I kept singing,
'all i want for christmas is your two front teeths'
hahahahaa! i'm so humourous :D
Then went 883 L4d2 again!
home at 12am ._.

Once again

2009-12-08T17:18:00.000-08:00

Random picture.
wont be updating much about chalet,
lazy to type composition,shall summarise!
Fun,Tired,Angryy!
Angry is cause of one particular person,which mostly everyone would agree to.
Down with fever on the day i'm home :/

Sunday went out with gerald and james!
L4d2! stuck on one map, keep dying at same spot. LOL
middle of the night,my sister woke me up,
asking me to eat Mcspicy, i thought she was kidding.
then i saw one MEGA mcspicy infront of me, LAWL.
She's like super random.
Later going Rp study with james :D

Be on you

2009-11-30T03:43:00.000-08:00

Out to taka with James&Gerald.
Returned my punch card,waiting for paydaaayyy! :D
Trained back to causewaypoint,had pasta for lunch.
Disgusting! :(
Cab-ed to 883,play lan.
L4D 2 is funnn!

Went james house there slacked awhile,
home :D
tired tired.

Its kiffy

2009-11-24T19:11:00.000-08:00

This are all kiffy's pictures.
He's cute right :D
But not cute when he runs around shitting in the house-.-
Fyi,he's shit stinks like hell.
made me nearly puke when cleaning,
still,ilovekiffy! :D

Shit day

2009-11-22T05:36:00.000-08:00

Went work as usual,
today's a really really shit day-.-
Les called told me alot of stuffs.
I thought you were different.
whatever.
Working alone at Marina is better right les :D
hypocrisy indeed.

I crossed my finger

Dilema

2009-11-21T17:13:00.000-08:00

First day at marina sq,
was freezing-.-
totally no crowd at all.
end work at 8pm,james came find me.
then went meet gerald&wenjie,
went sheesha?
reached home at about 12am plus.
veryvery tired.
serene text me,i'm working only on fri,sat&sun.
yes lah! :D
sister bought a puppy? wtfwtf,but i likee! LOL.
collecting with her on monday at pasir ris,weets!

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
i know that he loves me cause he's feelings show
i know that he loves me cause it's obvious

The end of time

2009-11-18T08:26:00.000-08:00

Very tired today,
serene informed me that i'll be working at marina sq starting from saturday :(
no more happy family,sad!
Only can see them one last time tomorrow.
hope we'll keep in contact :D
working full shift tomorrow,10am to 10pm.
need lots of sleep,and i'm still here-.-

Count down to 2 more days,
I've got a feeling,its coming back,
unknowingly,but i'll end it

My valentine

2009-11-17T09:35:00.000-08:00

when im with you,
i'll make every second count
cause i miss you,
whenever your not around

Taking back my love

2009-11-16T08:07:00.000-08:00

Finally,exams totally over!
went work after the paper,
like everyday,craped with R!
he's like a crap partner to me, teeheees!
andand,my bodyguard from 'you know who'.
only xt&ml know who i'm refering to,hint:Xmas tree.lawl!
gona be super duper bored tomorrow,R's off.
still,theres xt&ml to talk to :D
today 'Double D' came find us at taka.
After work,daddy send me&ml home.

chunny,about what you said today,
i'll prove it to you that i mean what i say :D

Goodbye,Memories

2009-11-14T07:40:00.000-08:00

worked everyday,
today's the fourth day of work :D
grats to myself,i'm back to the stupid old me.
met new friends,colleagues.
enjoyed working everyday, people entertain me,
i entertain them back,lawl.
although really very tired.
but at least im not bored,but my legs are dying-.-
won't be online-ing or blogging any soon,iguess?
monday still have last paper,maths.
goodluck to myself :D teehee!
goodnights!

Perhaps thats what i should do

2009-11-09T05:54:00.000-08:00

Home whole day,
not quite a boring day at home i guess.
sister's home too,with her boyfr :D
stupid thing happen,when she's sleeping,
i walked over and took her phone in case she drop it,
she opened her eyes and ask if i've touched her hand.
asked why,she replied :'you hit my hand,and i drop my 汤圆.
like wtf right-.-
she dreamt that she's about to scoop the 汤圆 and eat,
but when i touched her hand,she drop it,lawl!
then we both kept laughing,sorry ah sister,
i spilled your secret ;x

Studied chinese notes,
tomorrow having mt olevel exam.
after that need to go taka with xt&ml,
having job briefing at 4pm.

oh yah,and to xt,
grats to you and him,last long :D
finally digested already huh ;x

I guess i've finally know what i want,
and where i want to go

There's got to be more to life

2009-11-08T04:38:00.000-08:00

Studied at starbucks with J.
repeating everything i did everyday.
studystudystudy :/
its interesting seeing those around me there.
there's one couple right infront of me,
argueing perhaps,the girl was crying.
why must girls always be the one to break down?
cause we're overly emotional?
then there's another couple right beside me,
smooching like nobody's business.
oh gawd,get a room-.-

its like totally two scenario that couples will have.
one can be super loving,other one can be super heartbreaking.
you'll either feel happy or sad.
It's like a battlefield ?
you'll either win with pride or lose in agony.
shit,why am i saying this -.-
sandra please shutup ; okay.

I can't take it,what am i waiting for.
My heart's still breaking,i miss you even more,
and i can't fake it the way i could before

Hanging from a string

2009-11-07T04:56:00.000-08:00

currently at rp with james.
Studying maths the whole day,
tiredtired.
Ate 2 sneakers today;I need more chocolates.
been keeping myself occuppied with everything,
be it important stuffs or not.
F&ml,i'm fine. so don't worry,i'm not moody or what.
just that i need sort things out,soon i'll be the crazy me again.

I go up,i come down
and i'm emptier inside
tell me what is this thing that i feel like i'm missing
and why i can't let it go

Maybe its true

2009-11-06T19:15:00.000-08:00

Out to town with xt,f,ml.
xt and f need to go taka for interview.
work starts next wednesday.
shopshopshop.
meet james together with xt and f.
went bugis street,james wants to buy shorts.
off to amk hub,fish&co for dinner.

back to woodlands with j and xt.
decided to go starbucks to slack.
talked.
james quoted : 人笨感情也笨 {lawl!}
well,true.
&xt,go for it if you think it would work out.
i'm on the support side! :D

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we've got to play these games we play?

Two is better than one

2009-11-05T06:48:00.001-08:00

went causeway with faclin,meiling and rowena.
walk around awhile,then head to rp study with faclin.
finished my chinese homework,one out of 4. lawl .
did maths too,homework from james.
tired tired tired.
went off to meet xinting for dinner.
didn't eat.

maybe it's true, that I can't live without you,
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

Even the good can be a curse

2009-11-04T05:36:00.001-08:00

meet faclin at 2.30 to rp ,
doing our holiday homeworks .
James came afterwards , they both said somethings wrong with me today .
cause i'm super hyper .
Gemini's have split personalities , right james .
Tomorrow meeting them too .
received phone call from rowena,prolly bball-ing tomorrow ._.
till now my dinner still haven digest,feel like puking cause of the creamy thingie-.-

And Faclin,don't think too much about it,anything can text/call me,
i'll be the first to rush down to console you ! teeheee :D

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

2009-11-03T04:13:00.000-08:00

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Divided by so many memories

2009-11-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

Revived my blog .
I've got a feeling that this com is dying on me sooner or later .
the soul of me and xinting's computer , heard our complaints and
allowed us to use it !
like wtf , ya i know .
Been studying and going out this few days , with usual peeps though .
Went l4d-ing with james and xinting at 768 .
i suck at it , kept screaming . lawl .

James offered to tutor me on wednesday and thursday for my retest !
so did chunny , sophia , madeline .
lovessss much .
going town on friday , acc xt and fac for their interview .
since jasper's working at town , gona irritate him ! teehee .
waiting for my schedule to work , soon .

Add how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark